On the inside looking out

Now as I lay awake, nursing a nasty flu-like bug, I let my imagination soar. Unless this flu is making me delirious....which very well may be happening at this point. I do not know what mysterious force, is keeping me from beginning to create anew.
I've been fighting it and have drawing materials all laid out and ready to go and then Blammo! Knocked out the race temporarily.
I shall further my thoughts of an earlier piece, similar intentions, though now, it will elevate to a different level/depth.
What this particular work will actually be guiding me to do, is emerge FROM the depths of my self-constructed cave and fearlessly usher my creative being into a future of complete uncertainty. That's just Artist-speak for "It's time I got off my a$$ already and began drawing again!